Monday, August 16, 2010

moment of weakness

love defined or define love.

Define love

Love in 1463 words will be simplified as love
So indeed I loved…. Like I always dooooo
This time love showed me love
And she came not as a thief in the night
But an assassin in the day
She wagered for my heart
N threatened my life
If I didn’t dedicate my breath to her…….
She’d curse me for 1463 centuries…..
So I opened my sony comp…
Played clair de lune by Debussy.. or was in moonlight sonata by beethoven
And almost started cryin…
But ur nigga was og.. indeed og I tell u

Then I told her…
My dear
If she wanted my heart.. it was hers for the taking
For once when i loved ..
For when I once luvvvvvved…

Deep sigh hmmm

It took all I had
so now I am as empty as 1463 promises.
Cant even claim a servant of amore
More like the apprentice of a con man..
Oh !!!!how I yearned for the moments of my past
Then a loyal servant I was..
N dedicated all in the name of love
Now OG in my ways..
Lost in the paper chase
Lost in las gidi…

She understood…
Saw the sorrows in this mans eyes..
So she began to sing
Songs to the moon by rusulka
I almost quote
‘ yes u once loved.. and yes …..ur heart was broken.. but remember
U lived like there wasn’t a tomorrow…
and when tomorrow came
U praised the gods for giving u yet another chance to love..
to love recklessly
To love unfettered..
To love like never before
yes she broke u in 1463 places…
but u became more whole than u ever were…
so why linger in such sorrow… u were more alive then than u r now
To love is to suffer.. for its and abyss one falls into and the more u struggle the slower u fall
But surely the deeper u fall.. and the more alone u become….
But remember
She brought u into the hands of ur master.. and he breathe life into u.
Said my child.. fight this love not… ur heart desires will one day be granted

I became moved…
Turned into the bitch (lol) I thot I wasn’t
So I cried .. for she knew deep inside
This man was lost..
His soul Trapped in body n his soul begging to fly
begging to preach what his heart desires.
beggin to kiss the sky like kanye
Fly beyond the sky
To the 1463 chamber of the heavens…
Yes tis for the god of love he was once a servant
A loving master..
took him under his arms and showed him the ways of love.
Fuck that I said.. love never got me nothing..The pieces of my heart still lye in that painting I almost drew, the poem i almost wrote..
And she appeared once again… dressed in white robe
Wit ass for days….
I quote..
Vide cor meum (hannibal/dante)
She took my heart in her hands
And took a bite out of it.
Tasted like chicken
And this is where I stop before I ..............

most of u wont get the references i made in this piece... not sure if i should give u the story behind it...

the few that know me.. may understand where its coming from....

ns is still Gangsta... and my mushiness or occasional bitchassness i guaranteee u doesnt affect the quality of work we put out.. ns loves u more

and remember to keep it a solid OG