sometimes i forget to miss it all

so inbtw my multitasking and trying to get a dollar out of cowry shells, 4 words hit me hard they were familiar words but new emotions, so i opened my word document/ closed my eye and the words came to me.

Feb 2012

I miss it all

Like the seed in a desert

With no rainfall in sight

I miss it all

The little things

The everythings

The nothings

I miss them all

I miss it all

I will say it again and again

And I always will

to my surprise when trying to save this in my folder i saw the same words from not too fast past.

Oct 2011

I Miss it all

I miss it all

The poetry

The heart breaks

The inspiration

The love

The lust

The fights

The food

The muse

The fantasy

The yearning

I miss it all